SURVEY!!

FOUR MOVIES YOU´LL WATCH OVER AND OVER:
1. The Illusionist
2. Pride and Prejudice
3. Remember the Titans XD
4. Blades of Glory

FOUR PLACES I´VE LIVED:
1. Texas
2. Texas
3. Texas
4. China. O! you mean this lifetime...Texas

FOUR CURRENT FAVORITE VIDEOS (LINKS):
1. Too ...
2. Tired...
3. To...
4. Care...

TV PROGRAMS I WATCH:
1. Americas Next Top Model
2. Project Runway
3. Bones
4. Stargate Atlantis

FOUR FAVORITE CHARACTERS OF ALL THE TIME:
1. Wrex
2. Alice
3. Spiderman
4. Gryphon (character I created)

FOUR PLACES I´VE BEEN:
1. Canada
2. Vegas
3. Arizona
4. New Mexico

FOUR PEOPLE WHO REGULARLY SEND ME MAILS:
1. Don't
2. Have
3. Time
4. Anymore

FOUR OF MY FAVORITE DISHES:
1. Fried rice with veggies
2. King Crab legs
3. Pizza
4. You.

FOUR PLACES I WISH I WERE RIGHT NOW:
1. Gah just my own world that I could control everything. Period.
2. Back in hawaii...
3. Greece beaches
4. Ireland

FOUR INSANE THINGS I´D LIKE TO DO:
1. Speak 3 languages
2. Dude yea assasin with all the skillz and mess....
3. GET AN APARTMENT
4. Live underwater

FOUR SONGS I LIKE:
1. Victory- Tye Tribbett
2. Anything by Pink
3. For every Mountain- I duno
4. Youre Worthy-Our choir? lol i duno again

FOUR REASONS TO KEEP ON LIVING:
1. God yea i know hallmark-y but its who keeps me going.
2. Friends
3. Possibilities honestly...life never ever stays teh same so theres always hope for something better...or something to eat you but still...
4. Chinese food.

FOUR THINGS I´LL NEVER DO:
1. Love. lol i duno doesnt seem likely
2. walk naked outside?
3. Hate someone. For like ever. It requires too much energy lol
4. eat hotdogs

FOUR UNFORGETTABLE DATES:
1. MY ESCAPE THE WOMB DAY!!! feb. 22 1989
2. Halloween of course...
3. HYC 2005
4. ...wow not that many amazing dates that i can remember...stupid memory lol

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. Depends / Sweet Tea
2. On /Dr. Pepper
3. My /Water oddly enough...whats wrong with meh??
4. Mood /Fruit juice

FOUR WISHES:
1. To fly
2. To get an apartment
3. To be used in some amazing way by God
4. To go to sleep one day knowing for once everything was perfect

FOUR THINGS I´LL DO BEFORE I DIE:
1. have a kid?
2. go to another country and be there for a bit
3. learn another language
4. win someone to God

I HOPE THIS YEAR (2008) I CAN:
1. Improve meh skillz like drawing
2. Make a comic...
3. Do something amazing...yea amazing lol
4. get an apartment

FOUR TRAUMAS IN MY LIFE:
1. When
2. I
3. Met
4. You.

Wow...

Ok so i've officially realized how much of nerd i am. Lately i've been wanting to read the Scarlet Letter again...yes not because my english teacher said so but because I actually kina just want to read it. I'm not even in highschool anymore...or college for that matter right now lol...But yea I do. It was my favorite one that I had to read when I was in Mrs. Kramers class junior year. Lol wow I'm such a nerd...does anyone else have random nerdy tendencys??

The Decision

The cold hard floor hugs my cheek
As tears run down the old paths and
Creating more until they are indecipherable
From one another.
Paralyzed, and held by chains
I welded myself, I yearn to be free
From the darkness around.
Vision blurred, gripped by fear
Slowly I realize the darkness, the screams and knashing of teeth,
Pours out of
Me.
Eyes wide open, empty sockets beseaching
The night to leave, I want to put back together my innocence
That lays shattered in various pieces around,
While he, that dark figure in the corner laughs
Ruefully at me, seeing my ultimate peril.
So have been my days of late
Warrior gusto, muscles, and pride degraded til my very
Soul leaked out.
Barely breathing, I decide
To fight.
Sick and tired of being sick and tired
Letting the demons along my brain having control
And leading me in chains slowly but surely
To this spot.
And so I take one unsteady step
Into the unknown, the unimaginable, the awesome
Night.
Knowing whether I die or live matters not,
But I am on
My feet.
Looking for glimmering lone light and
Seeing none I go forth
Toward everything that brought
me here.
Toward
The Night.

Kina personal. More about the essence of being human. Being fallen and fragile but still managing to take the step and fight against our fears...I duno I like it...it was fun to write...